Does anyone have any idea what it means by feeling so frustrated, confused nd helpless ? I almost broke down today. Because idk why, but everything seems to get out of hand at times. Or maybe it's just me.

Sidetrack. Having to smile everyday nd persistently telling myself I'm alright even when I'm bothered with troubles is srsly tiring. I would rather let it al out. But that would be very selfish of me, not thinking about others.

I wish I could just fall out of it al. I wish a friend could guide me through. So I wish I could have a bestf. Then I would wish he/she wouldn't mind me ranting about stuff nd going out together often. & sometimes, I wish I hadn't known th truth about everything I'm keeping inside my little mind, because it still hurts. My heart goes weak.

A need for a warm hug nd a good cry.