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NATALIE ERIKA ♥
24 October Ex-sacian Temasek Polytechnic
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
It still feels wrong, feels so right. Out with boyf yesterday afternoon. Then we had this Mazazu japanese crepe at Suntec Mall. Assortments to choose from ! Makes me smile (: Visited grandma at th hospital. Late dinner with th family after that. Claypot rice ! - How people change in a short timeframe. How bestfs can fall for each other, no one's to blame. How unpredictable life can be. Stuff like this makes me worry. Can't be eradicated with just th delete key. Mixed feelings. Another environment for year two. I'll be moving house in a few mths or so. Somewhere that wouldn't be as nice. It's disappointing to have to face reality sometimes. Financial situation's gotten worse. Famm quarrels still th same. Relationship that is bound to be put to th test. Friends that come nd go. A phone line that they don't always call or text to. When I get so sensitive over everything. & everything seems so out of hand. My friend tells me to "cheer up luh nat, don't think so much okay" because "that's life" nd "life'd be fun" ltr, so I should "concentrate on studying now". Says that "its either you make it work good and be optimistic" or "you make it look bad and be pessimistic". I think I'd like th latter, though I'm very much like th other. Alright then. SUNSHINE, that should be my happy pill. Tell me where I can find it. Over to PostSecret now. I'm a hippie girllll.
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